I bet you want the goodies...

wow

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 04:56:33 GMT

..wow i can't belive this..tom t is in the hospital or w/e and has a 50/50% chance of livivng or dying...i feel so bad..i wanna go visit him in hospital i prolly will wit missy thurs when she gets back! i really didnt belive it at first but damn..i hope hes okay!!! Chino just died, and toms in the hospital, even tho i wasnt friends with chino, too young to die..life is to short...

anyways...im alright kinda sick..i worked 3 hours today it was bangin' i was suppost to work 3-9 but i felt like shitttt so i left at 6. thank god craig let me leave cause i was boutta walk out those doors. I gotta work 9-330 tomorrow. If i feel like bad tomorrow i might call out even tho itll be sunday and i really need the money...i dunno...stayin home sucks so i hope i get better =) My cell is dead it sucks so bad! I NEED IT TO BE ON!!!!!! =( i wish i didnt leave it at melissas but w/e who knows when ill get it back...well ima go..ganna go watch some tv and go to sleep!

<3: Min*

sUrVeY

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 17:16:10 GMT

x. name = Melinda
x. birthday = 9-29-87
x. piercings = ears & tongue
x. height = 5'0
x. shoe size = 6
x. hair color = brown w.blonde highlights
x. length = past shoulders
x. siblings = only child
x. pets = hope- my lil' shit-szu

last...
x. movie you rented = unfaithful
x. movie you bought = none
x. song you listened to = she will be loved
x. song that was stuck in your head = my place
x. song you've downloaded = only one
x. cd you bought = none- i burn em'
x. cd you listened to = my mix
x. person you've called = joanne
x. person that called you = Joe
x. tv show you've watched = days of our lives
x. person you were thinking of = T

do...
x. you have a bf or gf = nope
x. you have a crush on someone = yupp
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes
x. you think about suicide = neverr
x. others find you attractive = yup
x. you want more piercings = ya i wanna get my belly pierced again
x. you drink = yezzir
x. you do drugs = yeah
x. you like cleaning = yah
x. you like roller coasters = eh they ok
x. you write in cursive or print = print
x. you carry a donor card = nah

for or against
x. long distance relationships = against
x. using someone = against
x. suicide = against
x. killing people = depends
x. teenage smoking = for
x. doing drugs = for
x. premarital sex = depends =)
x. driving drunk = against
x. gay/lesbian relationships = eh dont kare
x. soap operas = for. thats a gay question

favorite...
x. food = wendys- JOANNE KNOWS THE DEAL!
x. song = my place
x. thing to do = chill w.friends
x. thing to talk about = anything
x. sports = b-ball
x. drinks = snapple
x. clothes = hollister or a&f
x. movies = love
x. bands = lots
x. holiday = christmas
x. cars = honda civic or jetta

have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or boy = yeah
x. ever lied to someone = yeah
x. ever been in a fist fight = nah
x. ever been arrested = yeah sorta
x. ever gone to court= no just probation officer
x. ever cheated on someone = yup!!!
x. ever said 'I love you' and didn't mean it = YEAH

what...
x. age did you lose your virginity = 13
x. shampoo do you use = tresseme
x. perfume do you use = hollister
x. shoes do you wear = flip flops
x. are you scared of = lots of things

number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken? 1
x. of hearts I have broken? none
x. of boys I have kissed? too many to count
x. of girls I have kissed? 2 or 3
x. of people you've had any sex with (oral counts)? 6 and oral 3
x. of continents I have lived in? 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? ---
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 3
x. of people I consider my enemies? no one
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? im in high school still =x comming to end too fast
x. of cd's that I own? dunno
x. of scars on my body? 2
x. of things in my past that I regret? having sex & things i fuked up doing.

<3 Hope ya enjoyed now get the hell out!

hMm..

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 16:55:15 GMT

Ok Ok. I never write in here barely anym0re cause ive had n0thing t0 say! I been chillin with melissa hatcher. But, I came home wednesday and I chilled with Joanne, Mike, Terri(my new b/f) and steve! After that I went home and slept. I had t0 w0rk thursday and I chilled with I d0nt even kn0w wh0 I d0n't remember! Last nite Anna -l0l! came t0 david l0pez's with matt and J0anne was there and J0e and ...BART! It was hallari0us! I h0pe he d0n't tell pe0ple at w0rk cause that's embarrasing. He's nice th0ugh well k00l i guess. We were talking b0ut why he's been a assh0le t0 me, He just likes being aggressive-and that i am! Anyways...Me and J0anne are sm0king t0nite ((HOPEFULLY)) Anna wanted 2 d0 it last nite. LOL @ anna, I d0n't even like the gurl, Why w0uld I ShARe?! haha...

Well ima write s0metime this week cause im g0ing t0 eat w.J0anne then w0rk 5-9:30 AND THEN SMOKE SO PEACE OUT

-Min <3

AH!!!!!!!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 19:44:11 GMT

...stayed home 2 days ina row ig otta go to work 430-930 then im goin to melissas and who knows wut were doin!?!?...

<3

GoOd TiMeS

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 14:45:12 GMT

Wow, haven`t written in a few days because I have been with lyssa like everynite and day. We went camping and it was fun. We went to chill with Joe and some other kid, then after they left we had gone to the basketball quarts. We met Ryan-14, Shawn-15, Keith-16, Adam-15, Matt-14. They're cool. Ryan is a lil perv. He's so small and cute he will deff. be real cute when hes older. Anyways we played basketball with them then went to the playground and chilled. Their dad came and had to leave so we just walked up to her camper and went to bed. We drove home from Cholchester and went to my house 2 chill. We went to ho0ters cause you already know that's the best place! 911 is horrible! Ah anyways we ended up chillen later on that nite cause I had work till 10. I been sleeping at her house for like a week almost. Anyways, last nite I got to see tOm <3* Oh my gosh I like him so0o much. He gave me a hickey though, I fricking hate em' plus my mom might see and what will I say!?!? Oh well. Peter (tom's friend) came to lyssa's too! He was cute, lyssa thought so too! Anyways im sleeping there tues nite till thurs morning. Maybe beach this week =) Im out. Peace, gotta go shop !!!

UnTiL tHe DaY i DiE- sToRy Of ThE yEaR

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 17:26:34 GMT

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say,
"remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!

Breaking the Habit- Linkin Park

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 21:08:42 GMT

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

..yay..

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 18:41:39 GMT

Hey..Last nite i slept at andrea's it was funn. Im boutt to sleep over again! 2 Nites in a row. Then tomorrow joannes ganna come with me to NHS cause i gotta get stuff! wELL IM GANNA GO CHILL WIT ANDREA AND JOANNE. SO ILL BBL!

Last Nite

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 15:33:08 GMT

Oh you drive me crazy, oh you just bring me down..
Look out your window, my sunshines all around..
All you have to do is just surrender, just surrender..
All the pain in your heart, all the tears in your empty soul..
And when you're spinning round and round,
I'm the psycho going out of control,
Open up your eyes, don't you know you're only wasting time?

Anyways. Last nite I worked 4:30-9:30 to me it went by pretty fast cause NiCk was CdH but whatever. After work, lips picked me up and I dunno I was bored at that party and didn't really feel like talking or anything so tom called me and picked me up! =) Dan was there too. I like tom, he's cute and I dunno. So we was doin shots us 3 and then toked. Im scared of dogs now cause of that big thing he had it was growlin and was boutta bite me. Im glad my dogs are n i c e! I told tom I was off Sun Mon Tues and he asked if that meant I was chillen with him everyday. I`d chill wit him everyday...ugh I don't wanna talk bout him cause I don't wanna like him too much. So I keep feeling like guys really just wanna use me.

Enough of that, I feel so0o0o wierd bart freaks me out. I cant be near him cause he's ugh..I dunno! Yesterday, I told him off! I hate him. I was trying to help him out and shit wiith a customer and he got a attitude, I was like I was just tryna help blah blah. I got him yesterday I told him to forget my name. Then hes like im going to miss you and all this shit He IS SOOO ANNOOYYYYINNNGGG!

I gotta get ready 4 a baby shower. Who know's what im doing later. Prolly chillen wit tom...
ugh. im out peace

BeSt SoNg EvEr

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 15:19:04 GMT

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

haha

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:51:50 GMT

Hmmm..

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:48:06 GMT

go ahead and take a picture, hang
it up so you can tear' me down & i
don't care; because i'm still here &
i've got nothing left to lose with
all the Tiime i've ~~wasted~~' on you'!

Well last nite I slept at joanne's! She snores but thats okay! LoL anyways, we stayed home and watched Butterfly Effect- okay movie and matt came over till about 1, then, UNFAITHFUL- bangin movie but I like it for all the wrong reasons w.good intentions huh joanne?! LoL well it was good. This morning we went to mary's to get joannes hair done it looks nice. Mary's doing mine Aug.18, can't wait! Well tonite missy's sleeping over finally. Never does cause of her mom! She hates me but I don't care. Anyways who know's what were going to do tonite, I don't! Something good hopefully.

So im over all the guy's I liked. I don't like ANY! I just think that its messed up cause your gurls around you can't be friends with someone you used for months but thats okay. He NEVER meant SHIT!! =)

Well ima let cha go! Im out peace!

wAiTiNg

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 18:22:32 GMT

Waiting 2 see if joanne wants to go shoppin cause its pay day! Anyways, its 2:21pm and im awake finally, I was sleeping till now. I dunno why I been sleeping so much! It sucks cause then I miss out on the morning part of my day plus I missed Days of Our Lives! Thats just horrible. Ugh

Anyways, ima go lay back joanne and see if she calls or maybe ill call again...

Im out peace

Convo w.heather and I

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 05:48:23 GMT

sExii hEathEr 01: she does but shes in the bathroom or suttin
sExii hEathEr 01: Min 0587: andrea doesnt wanna go on?
Min 0587: takin a shit?
sExii hEathEr 01: lmao
sExii hEathEr 01: idk
sExii hEathEr 01: ill ask
Min 0587: eh possibility.
Min 0587: lmao
Min 0587: don`t ask
sExii hEathEr 01: i did
Min 0587: LOL1
sExii hEathEr 01: she sed NO IM TAKIN A SHOWER
sExii hEathEr 01: im like ok!
sExii hEathEr 01: lol
Min 0587: All mad huh?
sExii hEathEr 01: yea
sExii hEathEr 01: i tried 2 go on today
Min 0587: LoL!
sExii hEathEr 01: but andrea never lets e
Min 0587: go on the toilet?
sExii hEathEr 01: LMFAO
sExii hEathEr 01: no
sExii hEathEr 01: online
Min 0587: Lmao!
sExii hEathEr 01: lmao
sExii hEathEr 01: hahaha

Heather, I wonder if Andrea mashes her shit's too?!? The world may never know, but danielle will :-)

Bored

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 05:42:51 GMT

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

ReAlLy HaPpY

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 03:34:33 GMT

Really happy. Okay so let me tell you why! Last nite i wrote a journal entry of how i was "stressed", well i stayed up till about 3:30am just thinking of school and how i messed up. As i said last nite i had a meeting this morning at 7 to pick out my classes and all that. As we were going through she added em' all up and i had gotten 13.833 or something, so she's like im ganna count some class as a health class so i got 14 in all. Which means im a senior. Because at NHS you need 14 and at NBHS you need 16 to be a senior so im a FULL senior, I did it..Im ganna try sooo hard this year and no skipping even when i get my lisence! I will only do it if its worth it. So here's my greattt schedule:

By the way instead of 10/11 periods in a day they have 8 so...

1- Algebra
2- Some work class
3- US History/Science Fiction HALF YEAR
4- Gym
5-8 I got hartford hospital to learn bout nursing and stuff which will be really good for me PLUS thats wut i wana be!

So yeah ima do the best I can.

Well nothing much happened at work today.
Summers brother Matt came in the store today (god hes sexy), hes like when u comin over next, i was like i dunno summer hasnt been talking to me much! Uhh my god! If you were 2 see this kid =)

Anyways im out, peace!!

stressed

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 06:30:43 GMT

2:30 am and im awake, why! ugh...idk im stressed cause of NHS i dont wanna be away from my friends and the high school ive been at for so long. I dunno as much as i hate it i really wanted 2 be with my friends and graduate at the same time as everyone else, but thats not happening! While everyone's in college taking classes and going to parties, ill be lil miss mindy sitting in her room doing effin algebra and fricking chemistry. Still in high school ugh........ why me? why cant this happen to someone else?!

S&S sucks!!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:21:31 GMT

Tired as hell! Stop and Shop sucks so0o bad! Today felt so long and boring! Matt worked, didn`t talk to him cause i was mad at him. Melissa was on *8* i was on *6* we were so0o close it was great, i talked to her the wh0le time.

Blah. . .

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 16:06:41 GMT

So i just woke up, i was so tired. Im waiting for days of our lives and passions to come on! Then i gotta shower & get ready 4 work.

Anyways, who knows wut im doing tonite. I work 4:30-9:30! Sucks, ill prolly be cashier but i don`t even care. Melissa & Matt both work so i got someone to talk to, i just hope CDH puts me near her or him!

Well im out. Peace =)

15 will get you 20

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:10:25 GMT

Just listenin to this old song cauee yeah i still like it

15 will get you 20 by City High-

15 will get ya 20
16 will get ya 10
Don't think it can't happen to you cause
It happened to one of my friends

18 fresh out of school
Doin' the right thing playing by the rues but
One day she caught his eye 36-24-with
A skirt size 5. He stepped to and
Asked her name not even thinking to
Ask her age she so fine she had
To be grown had he knew then what
He knows now.
She was only 16 with tha body
Of a 20 year old beauty queen, man oh man how
Could this be so damn fly but only16

15 get ya 20, 16 get you 10 don't
Think it can't happen to you cause
It happened to one of my friends
[repeat]

Let me tell you about my friend Gene
1997 homecoming queen working hard
On her degree but one hot day she was
Out at the Green and there he was about
5'9 chocolate as cocoa in the middle of
July so fine.he had tha lips of a vintage model if
She knew then what she knows now.
He was only 16 with the body of a god and
A face of a king man oh man how could this be
So damn fly but only 16

(repeat chorus)

Boring Day

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 04:52:05 GMT

So today was real boring, i slept till about 12:30 i think then i watched days of our lives & passionsz! Best soap operas! Then layed in bed, after my mom came home we went out to eat & so we came home and matt ended up picking me up and then we picked up missy! Joanne was just over she left though. T0nite we baught stuff but i guess i wasn`t in the mood for it tonite. Oh well. There's always the rest of the week. Anyways, me and joanne took some pix

http://community.webshots.com/user/aebabe2987
^under my sexy friends were at the b0ttom!

Well tomorrow me and joanne are going out to breakfast pr0lly if we wake up! Ima go talk 2 peoples 4 a bit then go to sleep. Peace!

LaLaLa..

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 02:07:44 GMT

Well i worked 330-830 wasnt that bad i had fun wit bart. I <3 playin around wit that kid! Anyways...i dunno im in a good mood but bored at the same time! I am off tomorrow, thank god no work. Im out, i aint got shit 2 say 1

5:00am convo w.andrea and heather

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 09:05:28 GMT

belicimabambina: I prefer sticks though.
BrokenHeartt x3: Stickis?
belicimabambina: STICKS
belicimabambina: AS IN FUCKING BRANCHES FROM A TREET
belicimabambina: *TREE
belicimabambina: lol
BrokenHeartt x3: WHY!
belicimabambina: I love just shoving them in there.
belicimabambina: Leaves and all.
BrokenHeartt x3: is the dildo thick? like a black man
belicimabambina: lmao
belicimabambina: I like branches because they're brown.
belicimabambina: And they remind me of... ya know..
belicimabambina: Except... they're more rough.
BrokenHeartt x3: Lmao

^^Andrea

BrokenHeartt x3: heater..
iM s H o R t x0: heater
iM s H o R t x0: lmao heater
BrokenHeartt x3: This is the most intense, serious, conversation we've ever had. I hope we can have more like this.
iM s H o R t x0: lol
iM s H o R t x0: lmao
BrokenHeartt x3: It's also very inticing/.
iM s H o R t x0: lmao
iM s H o R t x0: we hardly talk online
iM s H o R t x0: we never used 2
iM s H o R t x0: lol
BrokenHeartt x3: who!?
iM s H o R t x0: HELLO
iM s H o R t x0: ME n U!
iM s H o R t x0: lol
iM s H o R t x0: WHO!!!!!!!!!! lol
BrokenHeartt x3: We are now. Therefore, that is all that matters. I Love you heater
iM s H o R t x0: i love u 2 minty

^^Heather

PiCs Of Me CuZ iM bOrEd =)

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 04:49:47 GMT

AhHh. . .

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 00:59:32 GMT

AhHh. . .so0 bored! Went with joanne to wendys, layed in bed, then went to movies & seen *THE NOTEBOOK*. By far, the best movie ive eva seen! Every1 was crying it was so sad, i think it was just as sad as titanic! Maybe more...

Anyways, so0 tonite im chillen with matt and missy, supposidally! Matt gets out at 9 and Missy at 9:30 well c wut happens!

iM s H o R t x0: i wanna fuck u like n animal lalalalalaa
iM s H o R t x0: im singing lol
BrokenHeartt x3: LmaO
BrokenHeartt x3: Ew!
iM s H o R t x0: IM SINING
iM s H o R t x0: FUCK
iM s H o R t x0: *SINGING

I <3 my heather! Mwah sexy!

OmG! i want a boyfriend so bad </3 I was watching that movie today and just kept thinking and stuff. . .ugh idk boys suck though! Well ima go c wuts up now kuz its 9 o clock baby! Im out peace